bless ur heart roco...ur strong
No, I am as weak as the next guy , and yes I used TMN forum and friends to achieve my present state , and also your good advise Tdawnaz

, I did indeed spend more than 24 hours sulking in bed ,and hated myself for it , and I let a few friends down doing so ,

I just kept reminding myself I wasn't born this way,so why do I need all this crap now ,
same with junk food , coffee etc,
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